am losing myself.
drifting away within absence.
leaving puddles of memories within time.
going to the farthest side of consciousness.
trying to reach out for some air.
never really care if it just suffices a gasp.
covered with the warmth of nothingness.
suffocated with the idea of leaving it all behind.
been numb for too long ’til it feels ordinary.
been missing the me I used to know.
but I might just forgot.
about what it’s like to be in the real world.
maybe ‘ve just been away too long
from the life I know.